hihi
yea i know i very long didn't blog already
reason i didn't blog= i was lazy and i dunno wat to blog about and no time also
Paradise band came to our church(i am sure u guys know)
and the messages and songs really "woke" me up once again and remind me about the passion I once have and the promises from God.
Many at time or maybe i should say most of the time i or rather we forget bout wat God has promised us and our passion...remember the time when u 1st know Him? how passionate and how on fire you are for him?(ok all these"you" include me"
through out the journey of "waiting' or "moulding" we eventually distracted by people and things around. we no longer look to God but we look at people more..it is more like serving people than to serve God to a certain point!
we got all the" suprises" as we move along, things that you will never thought it will happen from a person you will never thought he or she will be!
yup its already end time and everything is changing!
ok back to that
on saturday night Pastor Michael raj preached about passion.......have we lost our passion?
ok i did! i lost mine by looking at how people act, it is sad to say but it is true! but the msg from pastor really speaks to me and i have learnt to always look back at our 1st love with Him! and remember Jesus 1st love us! we we dun even know who is He!
hmmm ok now a lil updates about me
if u all dunno , now i am kinda into photography not good YET of coz but i am still learning!
somehow i dunno why photography bring me the most discourage statement or "things"erm i dunno how to explain erm ok...i am person who always keep changing "hobby" lolx but this time it seems to be like so much "obsticles" i dunno why BUT ok there is a big but photography also bring me the most encouragement and the most satisfying things is when i took nice photos..when i look at it...phewww u can see a smile on my face =)
ok now lets move to the sad case part
felt betrayed sometimes
and felt really sad for someone who acted so childish and always gila power and hmmm i dunno how to describe(if u ever read this i just wanna say "hello, grow up and remember who you are")
worrying about my future
BUT
the best thing is I can always look to Jesus! and He is just so awesome!
ok too long d i think
oh yea in case u wanna see photos that i took
http://www.flickr.com/photos/jootatt/
bye and Good night